We have a schedule today at 8 pm, but something unexpected happened and I got nagged at by Jun umma and Yoseob. "What time do you think it is now? Hyung, you're late for an hour. The PDnims were going nuts. We were calling and you weren't answering. You're our lea-" said Junhyung and so on. I blocked him out.
"Doojoon-ah." Yoseob started. He knew when I'm blocking someone out. "What happened? You've been gone the whole day. I know you have school, but you're usually back by 5 and you weren't. Did something ha-" I raised my hand and he immediately stopped talking. My head was starting to hurt again.
"Drop it. I'll talk to the PDs. It is my fault anyway." I walked towards the door to go find the PDs when Hyunseung blocked my way.
"Gwenchana, hyung? You don't look good at all." he asked. Concern can be seen on his face.
I placed my hand on his shoulder and squeezed it, "Gwenchanayo. Don't worry." I left.
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"Damn it!" I cursed under my breath, making sure that nobody else heard it besides me. I have to watch what I do, say and act in this kind of business and I did something wrong. I have to fix it. At least, just make sure that the PDs were not that angry.
*Flashback*
"Kamsahamnida." I said while wondering what happened when I was out. I woke up on her lap and I don't know how it happened.
"No problem." She stood up and stretched her legs. I bet it's numb. She stayed in that position for hours. "I guess you're sleep deprived?" she asked.
Such a weird question to ask. "Ahh... Yeah."
"Oh." she mouthed.
There's something weird about this. "Can I ask you something?" I said before I could stop the words from coming out of my mouth. Damn.
"Sure." She bent down and started picking up her books and papers. She's not listening.
"Don't you know me?"
She gave me a look like I was crazy, "Should I?"
"Well, just asking. Oh... Well, nevermind then." I took my phone out of my pocket. My eyes went wider than it already is.
"Oh. Shit! It's 8 o'clock already?!" I moved my fingers frantically through my phone's keyboard as I dialed my manager's number. "I'm sorry, but I have to go now." I began sprinting towards the door, but stopped when I remembered something. "Oh and kamsahaeyo for everything." I smiled at her and left.
*End Flashback*
I shook my head trying to get those thoughts out of my head. Right now, I have to focus on our performances and get things straightened up. I turned left and found the PDs. I hesitantly approached them, when my manager caught a sight of me.
"Oh there he is. Doojoon-ah, care to explain?" I went over to where they were standing and did a 90 degree bow.
"Mianheyo PD-nims. It won't happen again. I'm really sorry." I apologized.
"Araso. Don't let this happen again though. I'll let you go only because we kind of still have time. Go prepare. Quick." He waved his hand to dismiss me and my manager.
"Yes." I left with my manager behind my tracks.
"Yah! Where have you been?" His voice sounded irritated.
"School. Had a project to do with a partner." I lied.
He kept talking until we got to our dressing room. I got my hair fixed, but my mind was somewhere else.
My own voice echoes inside my head, "Do you know me?" I closed my eyes and mumbled, "I hope not."
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